Sunday

The plan was to crash at atiqah's just for a night, but the idea of going back to Nilai, wasn't that tempting. Plus, since habib's MRI is on Monday, I didn't see the logics to coming back. And going back again. So, after serious thinking, I thought, " hell, another night won't hurt. Plus, this way I could spend more time with atiqah. Monday : I could easily go see habib + kdee + arinah, it'll costs less, and I won't have to get up too early in the morning. It's a win-win situation".

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It was a lazy Sunday day, just like the way I like it. No worries, no drama's. zilch. PURE AND UTTER BLISS. Both of us woke up late due to sleeping late, no surprise there '-.-. we had branch ( but more of lunch ) at the upper mamak. Well, the choice was between ; shabby mamak or upper class mamak. I was all for shabby mamak, since I'm in a saving mode, but she wanted upper mamak. I figured since both of us were dressed gorgeously, it wasn't proper. And she wanted to give me best friend treatment. Bless her, I tell you.

After that, we, or should I say I spent the rest of the day cooped up in her room, sleeping, lazing and reading CLEO. As for her, she supposedly suppose to be doing her homework, but was occupied with editing urbanscapes' pictures and facebook-ing. Seriously, I do not understand why come people could facebook every single second. It's like knowing what everyone is doing at every second of the day. It's so troublesome not to mention, very stalker-ish. Or I'm just too lazy for it. But thing is, I always thought that these so-called networking system would bring more damage than actually connecting people.

Think about it.

ANYWAYS.

I'm glad I stayed on till Monday, or not both of us wouldn't actually talk. Not to say that Saturday we didn't talk, but it wasn't enough. Loads have happened since we last saw each other. Some things tend to get lost in translation. And some we just forgot. Both of us have changed and lead two separate lives, but one things for sure, we've got each other's back, no matter what. I guess both of us just needed to reassure one another of that fact. We forget the people that cares and loves us. And we take each for granted just cause we are the best of friends.

Sherbet shack

Picture this : a gazillion stalls that sells heavenly hand-made clothes (at bargained price :p), rip off food prices, hot rawkstars -- head banging, weird hairdos, hot/cute looking guys EVERYWHERE and awesome company, that basically sums up my extended weekend.

URBANSCAPES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!*

Phew. I just had to let that out

Met up with atiqah at central after what seemed like the fifth train to sentul, passes by. Annnnnnnd, might I add looking very smart with a newspaper in hand, reading. GRIN. As usual, there was this HUGE commotion when we both saw each other. After about a half a year of not meeting up, I definitely missed her. Oh sure, there was the weekly calls but its not enough. Words tend to be misunderstood through text messages or even phone calls. We were screaming and shouting and hugging all at the same time. I didn't care. I didn't know how much I missed her until I saw her. So, we were off to KLPAC | u r b a n s c a p e s |.

During night time. There were a lot of people. With just the two of us, we were overpowered.

*Monster with atiqah*

The scary look-alike bride

The cute guitarist from deepset x nyonga ba

However pathetic this may sounds, but twas my first ever event. URBANSCAPES. Its not so much of the event that makes it so memorable, but because I got to hang out with atiqah. The place was packed with people, but at least I had my prolong retail therapy! And yeah, im betting after this weekend I'll be eating just cucumber for the rest of my Nilai days. Oh well, it was worth it. Although, there were this one necklace that was TOO-DIE for. Okei, maybe it is just me, since I'm a sucker for necklaces.

Retail recap : a red G.O.R.G.E.O.U.S handbag, two necklaces ; sapphire and light pink, a mooks tongue in chick charity bag, a dark red top, black-greenish blouse and a buttons cardigan. By the end of that, I was one happy kid with a absolutely ZERO cash.

Right, I am so in need of a budget this week. Thank god, I'll be going back to monster-ville on Thursday, with sister mons, of course. Well, that's another matter I'm worried about, she'll be coming back from another Huhha country, which means, " alert the media, NSA, FBI, EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEVERYONEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE". She needs to be quarantine before she has contact with anybody. And I'm taking the same plane as her.

Anyhow, back to the budget. This week, I'll be only eating bread + nutella (since I've restocked my food box) for dinner and biscuits for lunch. I'll just have H2O for breakfast. Either that, or I'm fasting. I've got unfinished business with God.

Yep, I'll be the size of the lamp post in no time. *winks*

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Having class on Tuesday!!!!




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The monster is back and ready for action. Truth be told, let’s just say you’re going to be hearing quite a bit from me, my screams, rumbles and rattlings. So, you can hold that against me, because right now I’ve got a lot of time on my hands.

Currently, I’m only doing one subject for this semester. Due to unforeseen errors made by monster and other party, I now have to pay my dues. Like missing out on my one month vacation trip to aussie with my monster sisters, wasting my fire-breathing skills for four months doing only one subject, having almost getting slaughtered the higher authority. But all of those weren’t that bad,compared to the look that my parents had when I told the news. Disappointment, hurt, ashamed, you name it, it was all there written on their faces. I felt like a knife had stabbed through my heart. I would do anything , ANYTHING not to have that look to be seen again. They were nice about it, you could see that they were worried. ‘ Where is my monster kid going to end up? Can she be trusted enough to manage by herself ?’ . But in their hearts, they knew they had no choice. They had too. I am a big girl now, so whatever decision that I make, is entirely up to me. I had to face the consequences and learn from it. They had to let me grow up. It was high time that they let go of that tight grip they had around me, the leash that they were holding.

Don’t feel sorry for me. Yes, the pair of them are very protective, strict, controlling and traditional in every possible way, but they are also, caring, loving, funny, intelligent and creative. What they did for me, they always had my best interest at heart. That is why, when I had to repeat the whole semester by doing only one subject they didn’t kick me for that. They knew, they wouldn’t have too. I had done the job myself, ten times worst and thought that was a good enough punishment. Instead, they guided me, advising and motivated me to never give up.

“ and suddenly our strength fails us. The temptation to resign, give it all up and conform tries to seduce us into the abyss. At that moment, an inner voice says don’t give up. Whatever happens, no matter how many times we’ve failed, there is always a new opportunity. The only valid watchword is to never give up ”

I’m not much of a hopeful monster. I’m a pessimist, skeptical at times and I never expect, because unfortunately, expectation ultimately leads to disappointment. That was how I run my life.. then. This time, it felt different. I wanted to hope for the best. And I want to look at life in a different way. I wanted to smell the bed of roses again.

Life with no risk, is not living at all.

STARTING FROM SCRATCH

*waves frantically*

It’s funny when one moment you have all the words in your head, but when to put in writing – it’s struck. Just like a dunkin donut lorry going through a narrow road.

Sigh.

So I guess I’ll start with a simple ‘ HELOOOOOOOOOOO! ’ 
My name is monster and I live somewhere on an island, surrounded by a very polluting sea. When I was in form 1, my science teacher warned us to quickly move to the mainland as she predicts that one day we will sink. Five years later, I’m still living on that island, but due to certain circumstances, i am now living, rather miserably in Nh nh nh nh NILAI. But not to worry, the house is still there, and I occasionally go back during the holidays just to see if the sea level reaches the front gate of my house. Gladly, it has not. GRIN.
I have a pair of parents, two monster sisters and a HUGE monster brother, who recently got married and had a kid, So, I’m an auntie monster now! YEYYYYYYY!!! T’was jumping from mountains to mountains when I heard the news. Oh, what plans do I have install for that kid. Mwahahahhahah! I’ve got a pretty good circle of friends, I got very lucky with my bestfriends, Kdee and Aweeenah. They,alone can represent the entire nation for support. They will be there by hook or crook. They are there when I need a shoulder to cry on, they are there when I need a good smacking. Bottomline, THEY ARE ALWAYS THERE. They stick like elephant glue. And I couldn’t get rid of them even if I wanted too. GRINS. I go through pretty much the same things that you do, but with a little drama on the side * wink*. So, you see you and I, are not much different.

*smiles*